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[19 Jun 2007|03:51pm] |
life is beautiful; i am finally at peace.
:)
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[12 Feb 2007|09:33pm] |
hello my LJ friends who i've unintentionally abandoned :[
things have been absolutely amazing.
i've grown so much lately
(it's funny how that happens)
many things have happened lately that have in a way reshaped me; i'm still me, but i have hope again, and i see things a little differently.
i hope that each and every one of you can find something in your life that makes you actually want to get from day 1 to day 2, without feeling like it's just an endless, monotonous cycle of bullshit, as i used to. hahah, horrible vocab, but hey, i'm not known for having the vocab of a sophisticate ;)
anyhow
i love all of you so much.
:]
( for kicks )
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[05 Apr 2006|06:26pm] |
FUCK FUCK FUCK
we are going to georgia still on friday.
as a family trip arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
whatever.
it's a day off
"pray" (hope i should say) that they hate it.
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[03 Dec 2005|06:52pm] |
-sigh-
dad caught me checking me email the other day, and now i'm erally grounded for good, not sure how long either :(
the internet works from 5-9 so that means no sneaking on really either, blah, i'm only on now because im' doing ohmework & dad's in the bathroom, so ttly :(
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[10 Sep 2005|10:24pm] |
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i just removed 20 people (plus or minus a few) from my friend's list, and it's because we don't ever talk, you never commented, or your entries pissed me off.
i'm not in the greatest mood, and i'll probably regret this,
but i don't have the fucking time. homework is overwhelming- i'm always grounded- etc. etc.
most of you have been VERY kind and wonderful to me, but a relationship can only get so far with the occasional lj comment here and there, and i do NOT see the point in keeping.. "mediocre" relationships anymore. that's not even the right god damn word, -sigh- (i'm not calling any of you average. just the relationship itself, which is my fault as well of course)
past experience has shown that they are JUST not fucking worth it.
[this is not directed toward anyone in particular.]
her feeling she hides
her dream she can't find
she's losing her mind
she's fallen behind
she can't find her place
she's losing her faith
she's fallen from grace
she's all over the place
she's lost inside
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[10 Jun 2005|05:11pm] |
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hello- sorry to those of you who i have removed from my friends list, but you didn't reply to my friends cut post and i simply do NOT have the time any more to read everyone's entries. :( i'm an obsessive freak and i think that i have to comment on everyone's entries, but it's just not happening anymore :/
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[03 Jun 2005|03:00am] |
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you had better believe it, too.
:]
(special thanks to ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) potterwitter ;D)
this shit is friends only from now on.
don't add me/talk to me/etc. if you are:
1. a nasty old man who enjoys talking dirty to little girls and gaining revenge against them when they have never wronged you, and in fact, have been too good to you and have placed too much trust in you.
annnnd... that's about it! i try to find good in everyone, but when i find out who you really are, and you end up disappointing me.. there is no coming back.
thanks :D!
have a nice life.
-lindz
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[02 Jun 2005|01:36pm] |
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-some of my photos might be down for a little, an immature prick has fucked around with my photobucket-
i love making blends. :D
cactus weed=inside joke, heh
i took some pics of my room yesterday, ( here they are :] )
k! that's all for now..
shower time.
((I NEED FOOD DAMNIT!!
these ramen noodles are getting.. *sob*.. old :( ))
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[01 Jun 2005|04:52pm] |
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HAHA...
i am the MASTA.
i got my report card.
psychology- A
civics- B
geometry- C
spanish 3- A
and i got a damn B on my geometry final! YES!!! :D and i thought i'd fail that bitch! ohhh no..
[fuck the grading scale here- i miss the 10 point one in TX/CT.]
here an A is 93-100, a B is like 84-92, etc. FUCKS!
k. i'm going to post a survey.. some of you filled out the answers to a similar one a few weeks ago, so don't feel like you have to do it again or whatever..
( huuuge ass survey )
You are Kip Dynamite and you love technology.
Which Napoleon Dynamite character are you?
brought to you by Quizilla
i'm such a loser.
[-call laura & get my red skirt/skank boots from her
-ask when we go to TN
-get 'girl interrupted' :D!]
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[31 May 2005|11:25am] |
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i have some completely fucked dreams whenever i take these sleeping pills.
the end of the world, zombies?!!, DRAGONS, me riding around on a horse.. almost like tank girl in a WEIRD kind of way.. not really though. anyway..:
some people really have no life ;D
LOL.. that shit on there seriously cracks me up; it only goes to show that someone out there is even crazier than i, and has much more free time than anyone should. he/she is beyond pathetic.. thank you to everyone who said shit to that person. the sad part is that whoever made that journal knows that all of us are right.. oh well, fuck 'em
sorry for not updating much- i just have nothing to write about really, since summer's here..
ah! i wanted to see, "house of wax" with my mom yesterday, but WILL puked everywhere while we were in the line for food, grrr.. dad told us that we needed to go home. so we just left.. mom got pissed- she said that he should've just left me and her there to see the movie, but he said that he didn't feel like coming to pick us up later. then she said, "do you ever want to do anything for anyone besides yourself?" and he thought for a minute, and said, "you eat, don't you?" and i got into an arguement with him.. nothing serious though. i won. serves ya right, DICK! ;) hahah
i have ( a few random pics )
kk.. that's about it for now. i have absolutely NOTHING to do in this house.. gr..
and for those of you wondering why i haven't been online at night anymore, dad put these fuckin time restrictions on my internet (for sure). :/
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[28 May 2005|03:00pm] |
dad has been turning the internet off and on like crazy lately.
( gigantic rant )
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[27 May 2005|03:58pm] |
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woohoo!
i made a new layout!
i think it's very hot.. ;D
what do all of ya think?
lindseylovesyou
anyway- i'm off to cintom's for some frozen custard, mmmmm.. cya :)
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[23 May 2005|11:27pm] |
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DAMNIT
here i sit at 11:27.. a day before fuckin' eoc's..
and where am i!?!
face to face with this bitch of a MACHINE! AAAAAAAAh.
and i told myself i'd be in bed at a "decent hour"..
my ASS!
anyway, i'm very sorry about earlier, heather; shit's just confusing/shitty for me lately (usually), but that's no excuse.. teen years just SUCK, hahah. YOUR SKIRT IS HOT!! i should've taken it while i had the damn chance. ;P
( how SWEEEET and.. [skanky]. )
( to do: )
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[23 May 2005|05:58pm] |
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hey guys, i just got back from my therapist.. mrs.kirby.. i was so nervous before walking into her office.. i almost started crying in the waiting room, but stopped because it'd fuck up my make-up and i'd get embarrassed.. i hate it when people see me cry..
overall it was a nice visit. she's a very sweet middle-aged lady who actually seems to be interested in me, rather than the money.. hah.. but i'm not completely convinced yet ;)
-sigh-
i don't even know where to start. i cried a lot there.. bla bla.. she thinks i have "major depression" and wants to put me on zoloft.. i'm still unsure about that, but i'm more open to the idea of medication now than i was earlier this month. i talked to her about a lot of things.. the lady asked my mom what she thinks my main problems are, and my mother said: how much we've moved, my extremely low self image, and my relationship with my father. we got into some details, but it was mainly just a.. get to know you kind of thing.. she wants me to go back in a couple weeks for a family visit. we'll see how that goes..
anyway.. just wanted to update..
i think that this therapy will be helpful.. i just need to get shit off of my chest- i keep everything bottled up and put on a fucking show for the world; i'm too used to telling people what they want to hear rather than the truth. that needs to change.. k. i hope all of you have had a nice day.. :] dinner time, heh.
-lindz
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[20 May 2005|05:53pm] |
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hello all :]
laura's coming over in about 45 mins & she's going to be spending the night tonight, so i won't be on any more today/tommorrow most likely.. we probably won't be staying up that late.. but as all of you know, late for me is around 3-4 on weekends, haha :/
we'll also be spending all day in...
tommorrow. :D i haven't ever been; i've heard that it's awesome though. woohoo!
today was pretty cool.. just THREE more days of this shit school- YES!
-sigh- this school is full of manwhores..
k, i'm out
p.s.
RACHEL IS HOT! haha :D ;)
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[18 May 2005|12:30am] |
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manicotti and brownies at midnight.
LIFE CAN'T GET MUCH FUCKIN' BETTER THAN THIS
((sarcasm.))
you may be correct, josh.
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[15 May 2005|11:18pm] |
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"It is better to be hated for what you are, than to be loved for something you are not."
something i read in my yearbook earlier that really made me think..
and i completely agree.
:)
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