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pain is nothing

that a downpour won't erase

Created on 2004-07-19 14:56:29 (#3870481), last updated 2007-06-19

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Name:lindseylovesyou
Birthdate:1989-09-21
Location:Fletcher, North Carolina, United States
Website:Yet another Myspace
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Hello there, please don't add me to your friend's list unless I know you in person, or you
are a friend who has switched screennames- I no longer have the time to keep up with a ton of journals like
I did before.. Thank you!

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Hello there- I'm Lindsey. :) I'm not your typical 16-year-old girl. I'm not the sort of "different" that's only concerned with wearing chains/black "gothic" clothing/heavy eyeliner/etc., (even though I do wear things like that on some days), but instead I think that I'm a well-rounded person. I don't completely fit into a certain group or mold, and that's pretty much how it's always been- I'm not very opinionated, since I can always see many sides of an issue. I've moved around many times, and have lived in several different areas, including many cities in Tennessee, Michigan, Houston, TX, Dallas, TX, Connecticut, and I presently live in North Carolina. I live with my mother & father, and my two younger brothers. I don't get along with my parents whatsoever (mainly my dad); my father and I are very alike in some ways (plus he's extremely arrogant and a male chauvinist, and an overall ASS), and our personalities clash. My mother and I can get along at times, but we don't have a very close relationship anyway.

What makes me different are my actions and my ways of thinking: I'm very observant (I tend to remember odd and/or pointless things, though, and have a crap memory when it comes to other things); I'm too paranoid/suspicious; I don't believe in much, and I usually interpret things very differently than others. I am also very good at reading people, and "figuring people out". Don't get me wrong on the not believing in much part- relating that to religion, I'm agnostic, and therefore I think that it's impossible to know whether or not God exists. I am in NO way against religion, and if you believe in God/Buddha/whatever floats your boat, that is awesome for you. :) I also don't believe in things such as "true" love, where there's one person for everyone, and they'll live together happily ever after, and all that other la-de-da fairy tale bullcrap. It's just not my thing.. I believe that in relationships there will always be good and bad, and if you and who you're with are able to successfully work through the bad, it makes the relationship that more meaningful. ANYWAY- moving on.

People usually think I'm eccentric, and a little strange- if you do, then I don't blame you. ;] I'm usually a very shy person, until you get to know me. Then I can be loud and kind of obnoxious; I'll admit, heh. A lot of people tend to think that I'm a bitch before getting to know me.. either that, or a slut. (Just so everyone knows, I am a virgin.) I've been single for 2 years now, because I'm extremely picky, and don't like wasting time on pointless relationships. I'm pretty flirty sometimes, but hell, better to get that out of my system now, rather than ending up like my parents and partying til 2 AM while I'm in my mid 30's/early 40's. I'm usually very kind to people, and try to give everyone a chance. Most of the time I can get along with just about anyone, unless they begin to treat me like crap for no reason.. I do NOT put up with that any more. (I used to get made fun of so much when I was younger, and I'm still very scarred from it, and extremely sensitive. I DO care what others think about me, but shit, who doesn't?) I don't give a shit if you're "preppy", "gothic", black, white, purple with green polka dots, or if you're Freddy Kruger- i'll still give you a chance. (K. That last part might be pushing it a bit, heh)

The #1 focus of my life right now is doing well in school. (Funny how as I'm typing this, I'm taking a day off from school. ;]) I take honors/AP classes (except when they deal with math), and I'm in the National Honors Society. This semester has been extremely stressful though, because I'm in Honors Chem., AP US History, Alg. II, & Anatomy and Physiology. I doubt I have a 3.9 (which is required for NHS), but I hope to raise my GPA when next semester comes around. I'm not sure exactly what I want to do when I'm older, but I'm interested in psychology. I want to get my career set before settling down and getting married (even though I'm pretty sure I don't want to get married/to have kids), because I never want to be like my mother, and have to depend on a dickhead for $.

I like to do other things besides keeping my grades up, such as playing the piano. I've been playing for a few years now, & I play by ear. I teach myself songs, and also compose my own music, although I've never sent any of my songs in anywhere. I play basically to get my mind off of things, and to relax. I also enjoy karaokeing- it's pretty fun. ;) I used to sing for choirs, and made the Texas All-Region choir/won many singing awards, but I quit seriously singing after I moved to NC. I also enjoy decorating things, and reorganizing my room. I love swimming, & going to the ocean; I would definitely consider taking surfing lessons if I lived near the beach. -sigh-! I also love horseback riding- It's so wonderful, and I miss it. (Even though I only took lessons for a few months- took up too much time, plus I'm very allergic to horses, eh) As fas as silly and less serious hobbies go, I LOVE eating (yep, it's true), watching cheesy blind date shows (such as Elimidate), playing around with hair/make-up, messing around on pointless Myspace, cam-whoring at times, and... yep. :]



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her feeling she hides
her dream she can't find
she's losing her mind
she's fallen behind
she can't find her place
she's losing her faith
she's fallen from grace
she's all over the place

she's lost inside


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Schools:

Keller High School - Keller, TX
North Henderson High School - Hendersonville, NC
Naugatuck High School - Naugatuck, CT (2000 - 2001)
Hendersonville High School - Hendersonville, NC (2001 - 2002)
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